Excruciating Agony: My Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a